Nothing Special, nothing elusive.
I guess , I'm now on that day, where everyone starts thinking
"maine life me kya kia ? "
I mean, even the most dammed of all, Vix is making millions,
bhaida, following him, is wasting all his knowledge, and all that he taught me.
But I've nothing to complain over that, I've never been into the money laundry stuff,
and God knows, if that greed would ever encompass me.
I fear for vix, what will he do, when all this ends ?
everyone else has life ahead or something in pocket as alternative,
but vix doesn't have that thing. I dunno, when he's gonna understand me, I raise serious concern over him. Anyways it's vix life, he came out of bad luck, and now possess the title of "Seth". I guess he'll make out something or the other.
Deactivated Srishti's FB profile, I dunno why does she has to ask me for this thing, It's really hard to close that option which inspires you to come online. Damn the girl, she has totally ruled over me :)
Now Playing - Emptiness
River to sea
There we will be
I've found my place
Where I have longed to be
I can't erase any mistake
But I can outgrow
Rivers of love will flow
Turn around
Your life is in your hands
Nowhere to be
Found plenty things to be
Unleashing hell
Each time the answers fell
I cannot change any man's hate
But I can make known
Forgiving waters that flow
Turn around
Your life is in your hands
Don't mean you won't wake from the dead
It don't mean you can't
It don't mean you you can't wake from the dead
Don't mean you can't
River to sea
There we will be
I've found my place
Where I have longed to be
I can't erase any mistake
But I can outgrow
Rivers of love will flow
Turn around
Your life is in your hands
Nowhere to be
Found plenty things to be
Unleashing hell
Each time the answers fell
I cannot change any man's hate
But I can make known
Forgiving waters that flow
Turn around
Your life is in your hands
Don't mean you won't wake from the dead
It don't mean you can't
It don't mean you you can't wake from the dead
Don't mean you can't
It's something that just happened an 'our back, I was packing up clothes for going back to college. Mom came in the room, she was in that obnoxious state, what I usually refer as *excited but sad*.
She was there for quite some time, suddenly she said a very odd thing, she said " tumhare paas kuch jiada black t-shirts nai he ? " and I replied back " takriban saari"
huh ! I remember there was a time, when I was magnetized to the red, all I wear (t-shirts) were red, that time mom used to complain about the red, and now it's black.
It came through a click of mind, wasn't it that, my life went through the same stage from red to black, haha, kinda odd thing, but sure it does mean something :D
Looking forward for college life again after a hiatus :)
PS : Black by Pearl Jam is my second fav song, and I'm NOT playing it right now :D
I'm too afraid these days, just 5 more days left at home before I leave again for the college.
As I see facebook updates from all my friends, I know they're tempting to go back, everyone' complaining about the boredom at home, but that isn't the case with me. I'm just afraid, too much afraid...
I dunno, why I've gotta this melancholic feeling, that something wrong is going to happen out there, this feeling is presumably strong, that I can't deny it, nor could I ignore it.
Never believed in fate or as such shit, but it has happen with me in past, whenever I had this feeling in past, there would be an incident, it's all that adding up to my fear.
this scene sucks :(
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin' maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving
