River to Sea

River to sea
There we will be
I've found my place
Where I have longed to be
I can't erase any mistake
But I can outgrow
Rivers of love will flow
Turn around
Your life is in your hands
Nowhere to be
Found plenty things to be
Unleashing hell
Each time the answers fell
I cannot change any man's hate
But I can make known
Forgiving waters that flow
Turn around
Your life is in your hands
Don't mean you won't wake from the dead
It don't mean you can't
It don't mean you you can't wake from the dead
Don't mean you can't

River to Sea

River to sea
There we will be
I've found my place
Where I have longed to be
I can't erase any mistake
But I can outgrow
Rivers of love will flow
Turn around
Your life is in your hands
Nowhere to be
Found plenty things to be
Unleashing hell
Each time the answers fell
I cannot change any man's hate
But I can make known
Forgiving waters that flow
Turn around
Your life is in your hands
Don't mean you won't wake from the dead
It don't mean you can't
It don't mean you you can't wake from the dead
Don't mean you can't

Black !

It's something that just happened an 'our back, I was packing up clothes for going back to college. Mom came in the room, she was in that obnoxious state, what I usually refer as *excited but sad*.
She was there for quite some time, suddenly she said a very odd thing, she said " tumhare paas kuch jiada black t-shirts nai he ? " and I replied back " takriban saari"

huh ! I remember there was a time, when I was magnetized to the red, all I wear (t-shirts) were red, that time mom used to complain about the red, and now it's black.

It came through a click of mind, wasn't it that, my life went through the same stage from red to black, haha, kinda odd thing, but sure it does mean something :D

Looking forward for college life again after a hiatus :)


PS : Black by Pearl Jam is my second fav song, and I'm NOT playing it right now :D

I'm too afraid these days, just 5 more days left at home before I leave again for the college.
As I see facebook updates from all my friends, I know they're tempting to go back, everyone' complaining about the boredom at home, but that isn't the case with me. I'm just afraid, too much afraid...

I dunno, why I've gotta this melancholic feeling, that something wrong is going to happen out there, this feeling is presumably strong, that I can't deny it, nor could I ignore it.

Never believed in fate or as such shit, but it has happen with me in past, whenever I had this feeling in past, there would be an incident, it's all that adding up to my fear.

this scene sucks :(


'cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin' maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

I've been a fan of a spanish song : "Lucha de gigantes" by Nacha Pop.
It was last year that karin suggested me this song, when she was on her Colombian trip.
Finally found it's English translation, here it goes :)

a giants' joust
turns the air
into natural gas

a wild duel warns me

how close I am

of going into an noutrageous world
I feel my fragility

some nightmare
running away

with a beast after me

tell me everything's a lie

just a silly dreamand
nothing more

I'm afraid of enormity

where nobody hears my voice

stop the deception

don't try to hide

that you've never tripped
while moving around

paper monster

I don't know
who I'm up against

or is there
somebody else here?

I believe in the terrible ghosts

of some strange place

and in my foolishness to make you
burst into laughter


In an outrageous world
I feel your fragility

stop the deception

don't try to hide
that you've never tripped
while moving around

Paper monster

I don' tknow
who I'm up against

lets leave pain behind.