Mother's Day

lord they get me off so much
they pick me up when I'm feeling blue

I don't believe in god, but to me parents are no less equivalent to that term.

I'm incomplete without them, maybe they're the best part of me.
I've been emotionally attached to mom from a long time, mom knows that, maybe that's the reason why I speak anything first to mom and through mom the story reaches dad.
My parents are termed as a successful couple, but I know how much hardship they have faced ; early years have been so much rough for them, that I just can't figure out the luxury now ; and no reason why, tears come down my eyes, when mom tells me the story about their early hardships with life.

My Uncle ( dad's brother) often speak up how lucky mom has been to the family, though I never believed in fate, but the fact remains the same, she came in the family as an angel of prosperity.
Can I ever repay you for all that sacrifices, and love that you made to raise me up ?
I asked her one day the same question, she simply said, you need not.

I know the magnitude of proudness that she used to feel on my achievements, and how much supportive she used to be when I was down with failures.
Maybe she'll never understand my tech stuff, she may never learn 90% of things around me, but I know she'll always read the trouble wailing inside me.
I know she get vexed on my pain, she stares all time from balcony until I return home safe, and I know her anxiety which reflects by the phone call 5 times a day, when I'm out of city; I'll always remain a child in her eyes.

Months back when I was down with the period of depression, I never told her my problem, I used to smile in front of her, just to keep her happy, but somehow she knew what beholds inside me, and finally the day I broke, she was just like that hand which held a child's finger, and which makes the child feels that he is safe :)
In December I still remember, of having intentions of suicide, such was the grip of darkness around me, but her one image in my eyes, and I had silver lines floating in the sky.
I may not wish her on this day, and she knows that I won't, but my love for her will always remain the same, no matter what happen,mom I'll always be your faithful son.

Happy Mother's day, Ma :-)