River to sea
There we will be
I've found my place
Where I have longed to be
I can't erase any mistake
But I can outgrow
Rivers of love will flow
Turn around
Your life is in your hands
Nowhere to be
Found plenty things to be
Unleashing hell
Each time the answers fell
I cannot change any man's hate
But I can make known
Forgiving waters that flow
Turn around
Your life is in your hands
Don't mean you won't wake from the dead
It don't mean you can't
It don't mean you you can't wake from the dead
Don't mean you can't
River to sea
There we will be
I've found my place
Where I have longed to be
I can't erase any mistake
But I can outgrow
Rivers of love will flow
Turn around
Your life is in your hands
Nowhere to be
Found plenty things to be
Unleashing hell
Each time the answers fell
I cannot change any man's hate
But I can make known
Forgiving waters that flow
Turn around
Your life is in your hands
Don't mean you won't wake from the dead
It don't mean you can't
It don't mean you you can't wake from the dead
Don't mean you can't
It's something that just happened an 'our back, I was packing up clothes for going back to college. Mom came in the room, she was in that obnoxious state, what I usually refer as *excited but sad*.
She was there for quite some time, suddenly she said a very odd thing, she said " tumhare paas kuch jiada black t-shirts nai he ? " and I replied back " takriban saari"
huh ! I remember there was a time, when I was magnetized to the red, all I wear (t-shirts) were red, that time mom used to complain about the red, and now it's black.
It came through a click of mind, wasn't it that, my life went through the same stage from red to black, haha, kinda odd thing, but sure it does mean something :D
Looking forward for college life again after a hiatus :)
PS : Black by Pearl Jam is my second fav song, and I'm NOT playing it right now :D
I'm too afraid these days, just 5 more days left at home before I leave again for the college.
As I see facebook updates from all my friends, I know they're tempting to go back, everyone' complaining about the boredom at home, but that isn't the case with me. I'm just afraid, too much afraid...
I dunno, why I've gotta this melancholic feeling, that something wrong is going to happen out there, this feeling is presumably strong, that I can't deny it, nor could I ignore it.
Never believed in fate or as such shit, but it has happen with me in past, whenever I had this feeling in past, there would be an incident, it's all that adding up to my fear.
this scene sucks :(
'cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin' maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin' maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving
I've been a fan of a spanish song : "Lucha de gigantes" by Nacha Pop.
It was last year that karin suggested me this song, when she was on her Colombian trip.
Finally found it's English translation, here it goes :)
a giants' joust
turns the air
into natural gas
a wild duel warns me
how close I am
of going into an noutrageous world
I feel my fragility
some nightmare
running away
with a beast after me
tell me everything's a lie
just a silly dreamand
nothing more
I'm afraid of enormity
where nobody hears my voice
stop the deception
don't try to hide
that you've never tripped
while moving around
paper monster
I don't know
who I'm up against
or is there
somebody else here?
I believe in the terrible ghosts
of some strange place
and in my foolishness to make you
burst into laughter
In an outrageous world
I feel your fragility
stop the deception
don't try to hide
that you've never tripped
while moving around
Paper monster
I don' tknow
who I'm up against
lets leave pain behind.
turns the air
into natural gas
a wild duel warns me
how close I am
of going into an noutrageous world
I feel my fragility
some nightmare
running away
with a beast after me
tell me everything's a lie
just a silly dreamand
nothing more
I'm afraid of enormity
where nobody hears my voice
stop the deception
don't try to hide
that you've never tripped
while moving around
paper monster
I don't know
who I'm up against
or is there
somebody else here?
I believe in the terrible ghosts
of some strange place
and in my foolishness to make you
burst into laughter
In an outrageous world
I feel your fragility
stop the deception
don't try to hide
that you've never tripped
while moving around
Paper monster
I don' tknow
who I'm up against
lets leave pain behind.
As Bhavesh reminds " Aaj ke din Mumbai me flood aai thi 2004 me "
This day has tagged itself as one of the most memorable and happiest day of my life.
A Reconciliation, wow, the most amazing thing that has happened in past two years !
Well, first of all to start with; many happy returns of the day Srishti :) hope you've an effluent future ahead, and get an eloquent success in every sphere of life. You've been the most lateral entry into my life, and it's nearly a year, since I've known you.
Due to circumstances, I'm not able to gift you anything, but I hope my love will always be there for you, and whenever you'll need my presence as a tranquillizer, I'll be there, I'll be there for you girl.
Now, the big thing ! yeah, we reconciled, after damn two years, we finally had a group chat on my facebook status message :) The old school friends, the studious group, and yeah Harshit, who was seriously out of touch with everyone, replied ! I'm gonna meet him in evening. I'm gonna keep an archive of that chat, I'm so damn happy today. I've got my old group back :) If I was floating in air during evening then certainly I'm on cloud 9 this time :) Yay, Srish, your birthday made the day for me !
Last day for bhaida in Delhi, you know what bhaida, you suck ! damn you, you can't even say a good bye before leaving :( Adieu, hope you do well in that alien city..... I miss you so much, I've never been able to tell you, you're the most respected person in my eyes after mom and dad. Ya, I know, I'm also not doing anything, it's my fault too, but bhaida....
Now Playing : Layla (Acoustic Version) - Eric Clapton
PS : http://paste-it.net/private/g5a364a/
Just having one of the best ginger tea :) on this fine rain-spooked evening :) listening to "been here before" by Jeremy Enigk, this song has that peculiar stuff, it always make me happy. Like it sooth you and drags out all the good feeling, a positive glow on you.
I dunno, what it feels like when you're high on LSD and then plugged into some of the floyd's song, but I know it'd be similar to this, getting high without drugs with good things around you :D
I'll miss this life soon. Spending the few last days at home, then again the same damn college, and the same nasty Maggi :P
Missing you bhaida :(
Those diamond days
A thousand strands of sunlight in her eyes.
Now I wanna give away what I've taken back.
Step away with you toward the night.
Hold me in your eyes or suddenly deny
I empathize.
Hurry up and sleep, to the night you go.
A thousand strands of sunlight in her eyes.
Now I wanna give away what I've taken back.
Step away with you toward the night.
Hold me in your eyes or suddenly deny
I empathize.
Hurry up and sleep, to the night you go.
Could I've ever imagined on a serious note, that life can be so random; huff !
I know with time everything changes, but such a hiatus on a relation, and from both sides ?
Well that's how it is going, a damn pause :|
The verve inside me has lost somewhere, straightforward example can be taken from my unattended blog, it's all just crappy thoughts flooding inside my already sick mind.
Just trying to revive things again, on a road to home again :)
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